Saturday, September 15, 2012

Regrets and Goodbyes....

Let me start by saying...I'm tired and teary and grumpy and that is not a good combination.
Today, I said goodbye to a good friend.
Not only that, 
but I also said goodbye to a sweet little primary baby that I've had since she was two.
I know that as it says in Disney's The Fox and the Hound..

it feels like forever.
I know it's not.  But it feels that way....
Which leads into the second part of this post...
Yes.  Believe it or not I have regrets.
Also, believe it or not, I don't make good friends easily...which is where the regret part comes in.
I am outgoing.  I think I'm friendly.
I am also horribly untrusting.
I don't give my friendship away easily.
So, MT...I'm sorry I wasn't the hound to your fox sooner.  I wish I had been.
You are hilarious and talented and beautiful and great mother and an amazing friend.
The time I have spent with you will always be treasured.
I am going to try harder to make friends more easily.
I've realized how much I miss out on when I don't.
God be with you 'till we meet again.